I love love love these blog posts when I can just sit and tell you anything and everything, so much has happened. January was one of the worst starts to the year for me as I lost my beautiful Nan which meant to be honest the year couldn't get any worse if it tried. I also lost my relationship which I'm not going to go into too much as I respect his privacy and its honestly not that exciting.
After having such a bad start to the year and changing myself completely even after throwing away over half my wardrobe I really just wanted to make this year the best I could even if it meant leaving the old me behind. I decided I needed a career change and this reason is going to sound so silly but one of the reasons I needed to do this was because when working in retail we had a refit and my nan was going to come into shop and come and see it but she didn't ever get the chance too and it broke my heart working there everyday as it was a constant reminder that she didn't see it. I was giving up working there, I loved the people but not the job there was nothing wrong with the job it was the timing, maybe if I hadn't of lost her I'd have stayed longer but I'll never know. I've got a new job and I only started yesterday but so far so good!
DRIVING?!! I'm a nightmare I've had so many driving lessons and even passed my theory test but I've never taken the practical but this year I've booked it and I'm ready! So hopefully I'll be on the road soon and that's literally one of the last things on my list to tick off. Me and my Dad have also given up smoking for over 2 months so we've saved loads of money and feel so much better, I've completely changed my whole life in 5 months and I'm finally starting to feel happy again. I hope she's proud of me, it still feels like yesterday.
I hope you like these blog posts I don't do them often as I don't really have much going on well I try not too but I enjoy writing it all down.